theroofisonfire//

youSUCK*

2005-01-07T01:22:00.000-08:00

oooooooohhh.

how can you go back to him??

bitch.

you SUCK. big time.

bullshit. the fine example.

2005-01-05T23:20:00.000-08:00

my dearest t ,
sorry if i had hurt you
and i know this sorry will never take the pain i had left with you
sorry that i had broke my promises
and all i need now is you to forgive me
and we'll start all over anew
but maybe it is impossible too
but all i could do now is to say im sorry

the fine example of total untainted bullshit.

bapok day

2005-01-05T08:16:00.000-08:00

i got kicked outta the house in the middle of the night.
hohos!
tonned at changi village with dawn, sam, gavin and sockyuen.
laughs.
we kept filpping the stupid fifty cent coin to see if, heads - we go into och. or tails - we go back to where the trans's are.
heh hehs. :)
owells, we didnt go in in the end.
-sticks out tounge

i am so tiredddd.
-falls asleep

ohh, and i despise liars.

tra-la-la*

2005-01-04T19:24:00.000-08:00

i hate the hostel.

no actually,
i hate jorine. (on repeat mode.)

suck this. loser.

dots.

2005-01-02T06:38:00.000-08:00

broken, this fragille thing now.
i can't. i can't pick up the pieces.
and i'm throwing my words all around.
but i can't. i can't give you a reason.

i feel so broken up.
and i give up.
i just wanna tell you so you'll know.

here i go, scream my lungs out trying to get to you.
you are my only one.
i'll let go.
there's just no-one who gets me like you do.
you are my only, my only one.

made my mistakes.
let you down.
i can't. i can't hold on for too long.
ran my whole life in the ground.
and i can't. i can't get up when you're gone.

something's breaking up.
i feel like giving up.
i won't walk out until you know.

here i go, scream my lungs out trying to get to you.
you are my only one.
i'll let go.
there's just no-one who gets me like you do.
you are my only, my only one.

love this song. :)

movedabody*

2005-01-02T05:10:00.000-08:00

i just reached ver's place.
-yawns-
went to hendrix for awhile just now, but it closed half way.
so we went over to woo's bar at ms.
the music there is NOT NICE. i swear.
shrugs.
i am never ever going back there ever again pls.

ohh, i spoke to 'that-person' over the phone just now.
really pity him cause he simply cannot speak proper english.
tsk tsk. -shakes head-
i feel sorry for him.
i really do.
hah!
okay, enough of my scarcasm alr laa.
laughs.

peopledon't change

2004-12-30T16:43:00.000-08:00

that was ripped off.
yeah, i know.

dumbos*

2004-12-30T16:34:00.000-08:00

went to make my i.c.
i look so dumb in the photo pls!
laughs.
ohh, heard that we're getting HOMELEAVE tmr!! :)

okay, so i met her.
we quarreled again cause of that irritating ex of hers.
he keeps bothering her to get back with him..
puh-leasee try to compromise with me will ya?!
ugh.
went to hougang to visit muh sick granny.
missed her so so so much pls.
owells, i had to go back to hostel at 3.
hid the fag and phone in my jeans and i didnt get caught!
bahas!

screwda biatch*

2004-12-28T17:58:00.000-08:00

just finished my dumb cso thing at pasir ris.
so retarded pls.
we had to go from block to block to give out some pamflet shit.
haas.
ms tay xiu xian ("the self proclaimed sex guru") is peeping at my com now.
she thinks shes damn 'bootylicious (whatever that means)' la. :)
hohos!

crystal showed me the photos taken of us at sentosa.
and there was this snapshot of peiling diggin her fucking nose!!!
mahahahhahahahahahahahahhahas!!
we couldnt stop laughing can. heh-heh.

owells, we just broke up again.
faints.
we are ALWAYS quarreling pls!
so sick of this shit alr..
-sticks out tounge-
i so swear that this time it's not muh fault okay.
cause she's out with her ex and i don't like it at all!!
hmpf.
sighs.
i'm gonna have a BF now. laughs.
maybe it's time i let go.
cause i guess she's happier with that i-do-not-wanna-mention-names person. :(
cries.

dearest j,

everything i said was right in the end.
everything you told me was just a lie.
and you agree with it.
all we had was just a facade.
i hope you've got what you wanted this time round.

*screwdabiatch

][ leave ][ get out ][ right now ][

maameemoo*

2004-12-23T14:23:00.000-08:00

tanned at sentosa yesterday.
ag home outing.
haas. =]
so fun.
my face is BURNT!
sheesh!
so pain pls.
i look like a fucking lobster now.
laughs.

jorine's in the hospital now..
going for her 'that-thing'.
jorina said that she has to stay there for three days.
THREE FUCKING DAYS!
*sighs
not sad what!! ugh.
hope she's okay..
yeah, and i thought that everything was perfect.
tried muh best to accept the fact that she's pregnant with her ex's kid..
but i guess i just can't.
i'm still trying to thou. =[
she says that she doesnt love him alr.

bullshit!

maybe she should just go back with him or smth laa.
i dunno man..
maybe i'm just being a bitch..
everyone just can't imagine how fucking sad i am now.
i try to be happy.
i try to act like my retarded self time and time again.
*cries
owells, shit happens.

][ shit really does happen ][

ate that mango cake jorine got me just now.
me, xiuxian, cindail, tabi, ver and ah b finished it in like five minutes!!
lol.
ver smeared muh face with the whiped cream.
and i smeared hers too!
damn retarded pls..

tmr's x'mas eve!!
gonna p-a-r-t-y at monks. =]

i gotta be back to hostel by five again today.
timeout!!!!! *bleahs

i miss you*

popmuhcherry*please

2004-12-15T14:30:00.000-08:00

suddenly the world seems such a perfect place,
suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace,
suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste,
suddenly the world revolves around you.

hoho.
having my timeout at the beach now.
am with my baby and friends now.
smiles.
everything seems so perfect for her and i now.
and, ugh. my gameboy just got conviscated yesterday.
great! -pouts-

my homeleave is comming soon!!
can't wait.
ohh, and dp's comming back this friday!!! =]
miss her like fuck pls.
poh said she wanna bring us go see christmas lights (whatever that is).
haas.

` when we laugh or we cry it's together through the rain and the stormiest weather we gonna still be as one it's forever, it's forever \
baby, to learn to love, is to treasure what's best that you have. i've learnt to.
you're my reason for living :)

hypnosis*

2004-12-12T19:21:00.000-08:00

well wells .
went for my homeleave on friday . =]
it was our first aniversary ! -claps hand-
went towning . =]
took some dumb neos that turned out looking so t-o-t-a-l-l-y retarded .
laughs .
went monks to club .
brought jessica along (that small lil girl . haas .)
monks changed so much ..
and i didnt even need i.c to get in !
monks just wanna be how good now laa ?
saw muh wee-wee there !!
havent seen her in like 945987 years since i went in .
had to keep forcing jorine to dance ,
so funny pls ! haas =]
saw mel at cine .
yes yes , i am glad that we still can be friends after all that has happened between us .

*\\flys away

to that girl,
thank you for being here for me when i need someone to talk to .
thank you for being once mine .
i really do cherish the times we spent together, they will never be forgotten .
i promise =]
i am happy that you have found someone new in ur life ,
and i wish you all the best with him .
you are, and always will be someone special to me .
-smiles-

hmmms .
am at parkway now .
had to go for some stupid squash cheering thing at kallang just now .
ugh . so boring pls !
quarreled with ah pa over the phone .
he was being such an ass pls !
-growls at him-
sighs .
gotta be back to hostel by 9 . again .
this sucks cann .
owells , can't wait to get out again next saturday .
hoho !

][ even though there's another girl who's in my life ][ you will always be ][ my boo ][

*sighs

2004-12-08T17:09:00.000-08:00

sitting here stuck on stupid,
trying to figure out
when, what,
and how i'm gonna let this come out of my mouth
said it ain't gonna be easy
but i need to stop thinking, contemplating
be a man and get it over with
i'm riding in my whip
racing to her place
talking to myself
preparing to tell her to her face
she opened up the door and didn't want to come near me
i said one second baby please hear me

*\\ i miss you baby

sweet*

2004-10-24T22:59:00.000-07:00

i'm out lers !!!
finally, after 2 months inside ..
-sighs-
am supposed to be in ag home now .
but i abscond .
lols .
hais .
why must everything be so wrong ?!
had to go to the hospital yesterday .
cos i smashed the glass door .
-laughs till faint-

am damn disapointed la !
how come YOU can be such a hypocrite huhs ?
i fucking trusted you pls !
now that i'm gone, i'm sure that you're alr celebrating right ?
-smirks-
nvm .
ah pa's gonna breach me and i'm going in for 2 years .
-sighs very loudly-
i miss ANGEL !! and ver, jorine, my "girlfriend", keke .

so many things can happen in just less that 4 months .
oh well , that's my sadd life .

thereisastar//

2004-07-28T11:15:00.000-07:00

hmmms .
i just kena sent home from school .
lols .
just cause i was late for like 10 mins ?
fuck larr .
stewpid school .
-yawns-
this is such a b-o-r-i-n-g day , i swear .
and yeps , she's hiding stuff from me , again .
lalalala ..
wtf right ?
why must you do this to me ?
-faints-
as i said that day ..
sadd life larr .
-sighs-

theend//

2004-07-27T13:17:00.000-07:00

i'm in my tweety's house now .
jenny and porsha's here too .
mahas .
met porsha in the mrt on my way home .
now i don't have to go for 6 fucking hours of english !
lol .
krystal's dawg is like how cute la pls !
i wanna bring it home !
hurhurr .
i wanna go swim . =]
lalala ..
her house wanna have like how many computers la .
-pengs-
can't wait to meet my b later .
-grins-
that stewpid girl is staying back in school , again .
for some dumb "project" .
nvm , i shall not worry about she and those guys lers .
hais .
i kinda miss my mama (sop) .
feel so bad la .
who ask her to go say those stuff about us !!
hahahas .

.: travmel :.

walkinginthesun//

2004-07-26T23:31:00.000-07:00

went to SCHOOL today !
arrrghh .
i don't wanna study .
the fucking tua pui make me take out my nose stud before i could go to class .
okay , met my b after that .
went ps .
and she FINALLY let me play para .
mahahahahahas .
=] read the messages in her phone .
that GUY go message her and said ' i miss you ' and stuff like that .
and another gave her this can thingy , which she KEPT !
she threw it away in the end cause i kept on niaming .
hais .
sadddd lifeee larrr .
-pouts-

.: travmel :.

miracle//

2004-07-25T21:21:00.000-07:00

went ps today .
met pohyee and dp .
hehs .
after that , we went to jaes house to eat steamboat ! =]
maggie and xiaoxin (woo) was there to !
i missed them pls .
hurhurr .
we played basketball .
them i accidentally threw the ball at dp's face !!!!
-laffs till faint-
anyway , had to go home cos my "curfew" (form mel) was 7pm .
hahahas .
watched x-men on tv .
lalalalala ..
so now that euphi still don't wanna believe me la !
gawsh .
-faints-
euphi , would you just believe me P-L-E-A-S-E ?
i'm serious lar .
hehs .
=] gosh , i miss my tweety !
where the fuck did she fly away to ?
oh yar , i forgot , she has her elton now so she forgot bout her granny .
but nvm !
hmmmms .
tweety , i hate you la !

.: travmel :.

poison//

2004-07-24T23:05:00.000-07:00

hmmmms .
i didn't go out today .
mel came over to do her project .
but we both ended up falling asleep .
-laughs till faint-
then she went home ard 8 plus .
dp they all said that they saw josel with a bunch of ali-gu-gu guys at cine !!
gawsh , i wish i was there .
ohh , and josel said that we are damn hamji , just cos we're in a group only .
fuck her la .
last , last saturday i alr wanna beat her then now she still wanna ka our lanjiao wei .
heard from jae and dp that she wore this fucking big polo tee and her pants wanna be how high la !
mahahahahahahahhahahahahahahs !
she's damn poser la , wanna be butch oso fail la .
goodness !
and she said they WAVED at her !!!
hellllooooo ?! , why the fuck would they WAVE at YOU ?
please la , don't so beh ba can ?
the truth is , they were actually MAKING FUN OF YOU .
not waving at you .
and brandon was there too can !
i SO wish i was there today .
-sighs-
anyway , i miss my baby !
=]

.: imissyou :.

passthetoiletpaper//

2004-07-24T11:40:00.000-07:00

just got back from SCHOOL !
that stewpid cao ang moh shit .
fucking fat shit pls !
anyway , i can go back school on monday lers !
am at my neighbours house now .
i still can't get over what mel said to me last night about turning straight .
-faints-
what so good about turning straight ?!
my gawd !
but nvm la , i understand what she's going thru now .
cos SO many guys like her what .
told her to stop 'flirting' with them lers , but she just don't wanna listen to me .
see .. !!!
fucking irritating pls .
nvm , but i believe that there ARE other girls out there that won't think of turning straight anytime soon .
so yeps ! =]
hmmmmmms .
but no lehs , i still want that retard of mine !
mahas .
hais .
i'm sooooooooooo sad .
somebody please kill me NOW .

.: travmel :.

shimmyshake//

2004-07-23T01:21:00.000-07:00

omg .
today s-u-c-k-s pls !
went cine with dp and pohyee .
that fucking ugly loser shit bung had to be there .
went up to her and scold her la , duh .
lols .
then she until now till havent change her blardie pattern can !
still so xialan pls .
omg , i swear i wanna beat her can !!!
arrrrgggh .. !
her pattern remind's me of THAT person .
ohh , and in the end , she go po police .
-pengs-
SO HAMJI CAN !!!!!
after that , my wee-wee n fox came ! =]
they saw brandon at 3rd level .
then brandon scold lili a old chicken mother !
bahahahahahahahhahahs !!!
-laughs till faint-
brandon's another xialan and hamji bitch that thinks shes a MAN .
please .
mel came after that .
and she looks at tired as ever .
-sighs-
went outside monks after that .
saw my korkor cindail there !!!
gawsh , i missed her can .
never see her for like 24983947389 years la .
hurhurr .

.: travmel :.

spiritofyesterday//

2004-07-20T23:17:00.000-07:00

gawd .
so now my gf's angry with me bout smth i didnt do la !
-pengs-
i HATE kim !!!
sio hai la she .
hmmmms .
so in the end i didnt make the stewpid ez link card la .
me n kim went all the way to pasir ris fer NOTHING !
omg , i miss moi bebee .
ahhhhh .. ! -screams-
kim wong !
i swear i hate you soooooooooo freaking much u blardie farker !!

i need to fag//

thebookisonthetable//

2004-07-20T18:47:00.000-07:00

kim is crazy !
mahahahahhahahs !
her bf is at her house now .
and i'm so extra pls !
faints .
where the fark is my lil mel ?
pengs .